Being here in Tumblr is one kind of a gift. It is like a home, a haven that comforts my unstable feelings and emotions. I have made friends, and talked to people, more than that Tumblr gave me inspiration through the life and experiences of others. It encourages me when I am down, it soothes me when I breakdown.
But, sometimes, there are things that I need to let go. And my personal blog, I believe is one of them. Dreamer-in-lost is now signing off. I don’t have any intention of deleting this blog, of course, because still this holds memories that I’ll always treasure, memorabilia that sometime soon, I’ll visit to read everything all over again.
I just want to drop by and say to anyone who could read this, “Thank you to all of you!”
Procrastination. Ikapila na ko gaingon na mubawi ko sa histo, pero saons di jud ko kabalo mutuon ani. naGG pa jd akong handouts haha. Sleep nalang ko oyy. Ugma nalang ni Physics ug Histo..
I remembered contributing a poem in our school paper when I was in grade four. The theme for that was about: dreams. And I could not forget this line:
"I want to fly like a bird in the sky, for nothing is impossible if I keep on trying”
Ever since, I’ve always dreamed.
June 29, 2013- IDOL’S SPECIAL DAY.
It was just this summer that I get to watch volleyball plays on TV, and it was also just this summer that I get to be a fan of the very own, PHENOM of the Blue Eagles.
Happy happy happy Birthday to the flying eagle, Alyssa Valdez. To the girl who continues to surprise every living creature; to the girl who radiates the positive hues through her smile; to the girl who remains sweet and humble throughout the years; and to the girl who owns a very sweet voice and gives an impact to a lot of people including me. I wish her all the best things in life, to continue to fly and soar up high. You deserve the responsibility you have now, being the new captain of the Ateneo Women’s Volleyball Team, and I believe in you.
Receive good, Spike more, yet Smile most. Happy birthday once again, Ate Aly! I hope and pray to watch you play live soon. God bless you throughout the another ‘Banana’ year of your life. Keep on loving, aheem. :)
She inspires me to do the best in every little thing that I do. :)
Thoughts on a Saturday
- I woke up very early today, dreaming of a missing front tooth. I cried in my dream. Who would want a missing tooth?
- I did my morning prayers, and most of it is for Ateneo Lady Eagles to give us a fight. I prayed for their safety, and also maybe as selfish as it is, I prayed for them to win.
- I really planned on wearing BLUE today.
- Attend to Microbiology laboratory class. Thank goodness, life in the lab today, is not as bad as it used to be. Maybe because it is the last.
- I went home twice. First, I left my handout. Second, I forgot to bring my assignment to school. I’ve been exposed too much on UV radiation today.
- I fooled the guard on not wearing ID because I left it at school.
- Last Microbiology class? I haven’t studied for the quiz, but I am so happy, really happy with what I’ve got. Much more, I listened for today’s discussion :O
- My sister texted me:
Set 1: Ateneo.
Set 2: Ateneeoo!
Set 3: ATENEEEEEEEEEEEO!!
- I am so happy like super duper extra mega HAPPY! I knew they can do it. I knew they can!
My father called, and I know something is just wrong. I may not see him, but his voice tells it all. He keeps on asking good news from me, about my studies, about my health. But, no matter how I wanted to say good things to him, it is just wrong if it would be a lie. I just told him how hard this semester is. I just told him that I have no confidence this time, but still I’d do my best. I asked him what could be wrong, and he just told me that he is bound for an operation tomorrow. He told me, it is just a minor surgery. I’m praying that all will went well, though. I can’t help but be in tears T_T I miss them so much.
Severe Muscle Cramps. I have already forgotten how to sleep in the afternoon. I could not remember when was the last time I went home so early. And today, I’m very grateful that I did. I planned to watch spellbound, a korean movie, I think. Yet, I became so bored that I slept.
I dreamt of Alyssa Valdez having a muscle cramp in the middle of the game. I dreamt of the Ateneo ladies losing hope. I woke up from that dream, knowing that it is me whose having the severe muscle cramp. I would not even dare to move it since it is just so painful, and I just lay in bed for half an hour for the pain to stabilize, and I’m thankful that it did.
I immediately went online, to have updates for the Game 3. Though, I haven’t even watched a single game of the Ateneo when they have moved up in the finals, everyday I have always prayed for their triumph and safety. I just really want to see them win. And, I’m so happy that they did! Game four, will be this Saturday :>
What I like about this team, and what I like the most of Alyssa Valdez, is her passion and determination. She always gives her best, always. Her heart is so strong and her compassion to her team mates are no doubt. She always paints a smile in her face, despite the situation. And that makes her my inspiration.
Toodles. Off for dinner, and study later. Heart Strong. God bless :>
Thoughts on Not Going to School
Being sick is your body’s way to tell you to get to rest. I dont know why I’m having frequent headaches and drooping eyes lately, but at least I’m a little bit okay now. Still I don’t really like to go to schoooooool. Since, Wednesday isn’t really MY DAY. Always.
Kay high blood ko pirminte ani na day. I mean, di ko ganahan jud na ingon ani ang setting sa classroom, na gubot kay ang lab. Like, sa kadaghan na tao, gamay ra kaayo ang mulihok. And, naa pa jud prof nga asdfghjkl.Hayssssss >.< Ginaconsume among time tanan! Ipabalik-balik walay clear na instructions! And naa pa selfish people. >.<
I wanted this class to end alreadyyyyy! Gaaaaaaah.
Thoughts on a Filipino Assignment.
As though I used up all my words, my mouth opens and closes and nothing comes out. As though I used up all my thoughts, my right hand writes and erases, and I’m left with a page blank.There are times when we get lonely and upset and we don’t like to tell other people. Sometimes we like to keep it as a secret. And maybe, this is one of those times. Yet, sometimes we are sad but we really do not know the reason why, and so we just simply say that we aren’t, but the truth is we are.
And so, I wrote:
“Dahil ang higit na nakakapagpabagabag sa aking damdamain ay kung papaano ko mamahalin at pagkatiwalaan ang aking sarili”.